It's Life!

The stage is set... the curtains are up...
Wondering am I really so important?
So many relatives have come all the way from far and wide to attend my big day.
Everyone's dressing up, looking good... all for my occasion.
Happy for me...
All for me...

and me...
I am with jitters uncontrollable.
Everything about my life is going to change.
My ideologies, my wishes, my dreams... the "me" is what I need to drop.
New duties, new responsibilities, new ideologies... I got to adapt.
Perceptions to deal with, dislikes to let go, transformation to embrace.
Everyone around me is rejoicing for my big day but I am trembling from within.
May god be there through this phase with me.