It's Life!

At Crossroads of decisionmaking all the time! To do or not to do?
Analysed the consequences, thought over the right/ wrong yet the dilema doesnt go! To do or not to do?
The characteristics of human - being of an initiator, revolutionary, motivator, responsible... doesnt allow the mind to get tilted towards the "Not to do" mode. The default mode says... Not to do is the easiest thing to do, its running away, its avoiding which loosers do and then the identity of being a revolution clashes, winners cant even think of it!
Whats stopping? Whats the barrier which needs to be crossed? Whats it that is becoming > To do! Fear of failure, fear of loosing the image, fear of what???
I dont really see it as a fear of failure... Its not! Its the fear of loosing the identity which you know of yourself! Blaming & cribing is again easy but it wont solve! Everything boils down to solving all over again!
Something not working & you want to make it work! You become the creator... you create the mess and you create the way to solve it & facing the dilema... To Do or Not to do!
Lots of Payoffs for the "Not to do"... but the cost for "To do" is too high as well!!!
Living in a crossroad all the time!!! Call it an illusion or a way of being... its the same thing!