It's Life!

I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah... And all my love
We're holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far...

Guess these are the effects of nearing a quarter!
Looking back at the quarter of a life...
and really... I wonder how? I wonder why? I wonder where they are... The days we had!
I feel the wetness of the sand under my feet which just became wet coz the sea flew over it...
I breath the freshness of the soil which just got wet coz it rained over it...
I feel the water of the waterfall over my face which makes me feel heavenly...
I fly as I ride my activa which makes me feel free...
Yeah... and I live my memories all over again... which make me stand on my feet today!
Freinds... acquantainces.... crushes... relationships...
Feels like 25 yrs of life is static and I am the only one... walking pass it... as if living it all over again!
The first freind! the first cycle! the first crush! the first competition! the first late remark! the first project! the first team leading! the first stage performance! the first goof up! the first stand! the first decision! and the list goes on...
Just reliving! Hitting the Refresh button again and again!
Its a sinking feel! a strange hollowness as well as completeness as the same time! Contradicting life itself, thoughts itself... feelings itself!
But yeah... as I ride on my activa today at the speed of 77kph! (the maximum I ever reached till now)... I revive life... wonder on the stand I have taken! wonder on my own self... didnt know there was so much strenght hidden within! wonder on the contradictory package deal I chose... utmost strenght to stand along with deep unbearable pain!
Strange... really very strange is this circle of life! Cant understand whats life upto most of the times! There is soo much of it happening in just a short span of quarter of a life... twists, turns, u-turns and just complications increasing at a speed higher than what I ride my bike!
Looking at it as if I was standing still in front of a picture... This picture had me running through this entire span in just a second... and then once again I wonder...
Really...
I wonder how? I wonder why? I wonder where they are?....
The days we have...
The songs we sang together...
Oh yeah... And all my love
We're holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there...

I am sure... my dreams will take me there!!!
There... where I chose to go!