It's Life!

Am I different from myself?
Situations and enviornment around makes me think... With 2 eyes, 2 ears, I doubt, am I blind or dumb to not see? or Is it to do with selective seeing or what?
Some say you should read between the lines... some say thats too much of analysing!
My freinds tell me I analyse too much but here I see that I dont even see the obvious!
Is it to do with weak data interpretation and critical reasoning skills or its just that I only see what I want to!
We all know, whats right and wrong according to you isnt the same way according to others... then why do we all keep judging and concluding and assuming from what is seen to the eye!
when you cant see what you want to see, everything seems so complex and you find yourself entangled in its complexity. Struggling and fighting to get a way but stuck in the vision you want to see and hence its impossible to see beyond the vision!

Have been thinking about People profiles since quite some time...
Wonder whether do people like what they do?
If someone asks me what is my profession... I say HR... and then the next obvious question... so what do you do as an HR?... and I am blank... I wonder why I dont have a concerete answer to it... I thought this was only with me but asked a few more freinds from different professions and they too had similar thoughts... why is generally so difficult to explain what you do!? I start to think what is an HR supposed to do, what did i read in the MBA books... ok... so its supposed to be recruitment, performance apprisal, training, employee engagement etc etc... what jargons! Makes me wonder... is it that only I find all this so weird or its a a world wide phenomena to find it difficult to decribe what you do!?

We all keep cribing... I dont like my job! I dont like my boss! I dont like the tasks that I am handling! I dont like etc etc etc etc... basically a professionally dissatisfied person!
but is it really so!? With experience I have started to think... Jasa dista tasa nasta... there is something more to it than what meets the eye!
Think if someone out there who created borunvita, if he was also caught by this dissatisfaction loop then what would I have drunk everyday morning and felt so energised about!
Everything... from the toothbrush to the clothes we wear to the shoes, to the bottle in which we drink water, to the pen we use to write to this keyboard I am using to type right now to this blogger site to this everything just everthing!!! Its all created by someone we need to Thank!
Then come to services... we all provide service... as an HR I am supposed to provide service to say a new joinee by helping him/her cope with a new place.. similarly the services we use throughout the day... do people really like to provide it?
I wonder what gets people to do what they do!? True... we are all bound by the choices we make... the beggar on the road is a beggar by choice more than by force... just the way I am an HR by choice... then why is there so much of dissatisfaction about these same choices we make ourselves!
Would the guy selling books at andheri station really like doing that? He isnt even educated enough to read the titles! Would the guy providing the service of polishing your shoes really like doing that? Would everyone around you and me like doing what they are doing??? Guess yes! Guess not! but what matters is they choose to do what they are doing!
I went to this Print shop to get few pics printed, the vendor looking at one of the pic exclaimed Oh this place!!!... I said ya we visited to hang out for a day... and the guy looks as me with a look I cant forget... he says I live there... Its a 6 hour travel everyday for him to get to reach that print shop! I was speechless for a moment... and wondered would this guy really want to come so far to work everyday!!!
Maybe not! When we hear such instances, when we see someone begging, someone selling chana chor garam on the road, we say maybe he didnt have any other choice! Would that be the case... ?
I am not sure whats the distinction between... Thats the choice! and Thats the choice coz there is no other choice! We say we are ruled by the choices we make!
Even the choice of chosing something coz there is no other choice is also a choice we are making!!! End of the day we stand in our own shoes and live that unhappy choice! How strange na!
But thats Life!... Is it really!?