It's Life!

One by one... Layer by layer... a building is getting built...
Like the redevelopment projects of new buildings by many builders going around in the city... this one's the latest going on...
this one's also a redevelopment project...
an old building which had developed some cracks but was still worth living is demolished coz a new building is being built in its place...
layer by layer, floor by floor... its getting built... just that the name of this new building is "frustration"... it has the capacity to become the tallest building coz it has soo much to hold on to...
its built with high quality cement of the latest brand called "negativity"...
I dont like to write on low tides all the time now... but thats all thts being going around.
cant see any way out... is the glass unclean or its really so bad?... dont knw!
but its jus that this spiral swril around is pulling down all the energies big time.
Newspapers are filled with rapes and murders, News channels are filled with wat worst the ruling parties and their opposition parties are doing to pull down each other, People think the world is a bloody dustbin so garbage and spitting can be done just anywhere they please, Realtionships are breaking for issues that are negligible but now unhandleable, divorce rates, breakup rates, stress levels are like the layers of this building... they are jus making the building look more and more posh! bloody hell...
Dont knw whether I am the only one whose head is so loaded all the time and the forehead just doesnt seem to ease up... but I knw that its getting a little too much on the plate now...
If its like just a phase... then this phase seems endless... it jus doesnt phase out! Everytime u feel cant get worst than this... u r proved wrong... coz bad to worse happens over and over again...
Asking questions, analysing like where did I go so wrong? What have I done so wrong in lifetime that this is whats happening?... these are quite obvious and normal expressions... but they dont help... they only make it worse! Questions remain unanswered and everyday there seems progress... there is rise everyday... in the level of helplessness!

At most times it seems like there is just No way out... Just no way out... Everything that you do to look for a way is blocked, cant see any way... makes me wonder... is there a way?
Would the dark tunnel ever see some light... ?
But its strange that inspite of all these layers of frustration... there is something within which is burning and doesnt allow me to believe that there wouldnt be a way and so there is something called "Hope"... which lives stronger...
Where is all this headed... dont knw!
Sometimes when u walk in this crowded city or drive along the heavy traffic roads... it gives a feel that everyone is just waiting for one thing... waiting to die! coz thats the only thing that we know... that it happens! everything else is just illusion... based on hope or self strenght or watever!
I look at prayers as strenght frequencies, a way to reach out to people...
Probably thats one Freedom anyone and everyone has...!
Wish that no more relationships break, no more marriages break, people become responsible and there is atleast a little more percentage of smiles than the cries.
Just thinking aloud... and exhaling a deep breath of hope!