It's Life!

Craving for credits, craving for recognition, craving to be heard, craving to be known... is whats seen around all the time! Used to get extremely annoyed with this craving earlier but with time saw and realised thats its the default mode of every human. The "I" & "Me" is soo important... how much ever you deny... you still want recognition.
Observed behaviors, listened to people, got present with myself and realised how easily all of us play this "I am great" game! We say and do things so that we become eligible for peoples sympathy or awe! If you just observe for a while... you will easily relate to what I am talking about... It becomes so important to receive that bit of "yes you are great" for that moment when you have already visualised the future of that conversation & how low/demotaivated it feels when you dont get the credit you expected!
Wish to drop this "I"... wish to break this default mode and act selflessly...
Its difficult... but struggling to drop it! Dropping the identity, to do away with credit, to do away with being recognised as great isnt the idea... but dropping the expectation of getting these intents fulfilled is a difficult task! but try it out... its fun battling and esp when you see others going ahead coz u r stepping back... its more fun! Break the default mode! :)