It's Life!

Hold your horses!!! Hold it... Intentions are unfulfilled & whats filled is the incompleteness of these intentions!!!
Strongly you wanted something... easy to blame it on the circumstances... but guess the cluttered mind didnt have the real intent... otherwise nothing on this earth can stop!!!
The power within is too fierceful... its too over bearing on such intentions... I vouch for that! Its impossible that it will be unfulfilled if I really intended...
Got caught up in playing egos, in the constraints it will create, in giving reasons to the fulfilling of these intentions... obviously after you stepped down in front of the intentions, it was time for the fulfilling intentions to step down too... If you showed inauthenticity towards them, why should it show authenticty!!! clap works with 2 hands & so does every emotion in life!
Its so difficult to let go the pay offs!!! Now I know exactly why these intentions remain unfulfilled!!! 100% of authenticity is lacking! You are actually getting to do things you always wanted to... you are getting to be yourself... you thought the intent was bringing knots with it! You say you are ready for getting tied in those knots which will take away your freedom, your self-expression, your way of independence... will you let go every other intent for this... are you sure??? I dont think so... You are not being authentic with yourself... otherwise you would have completed this long back! You would have fulfilled & achieved your intentions long long back!
I never wanted that intention to be completed... thats why it remains unfulfilled till now... ! Its no more a blame game on circumstances, on external situations, on people... I made my choices! I chose to let my intents be unfulfilled... because I chose!!!