It's Life!

Trapped! Suffocated! Choked! Helpless!
Feels terrible…
Its a living dead body walking around, lifeless and pale.
No way out!
Can feel the pain in the body, neck hurts, shoulders pain, legs shake. Eyes swollen because its been pouring tears all night. Hair all entangled, unwashed & open which gives the complete look of loss of hope, loss of aspiration, loss of any spirit to live.
No life left in any of the spirit to fight, to ask, to demand, to live.
The soul looks at the self and cries on its state of what it has done to itself.
It used to have a life which everyone envied, looked upto, craved to have.
And today it’s helpless, living lifeless like the dead.
Suffocated to the core, yet breathing. Trapped, angry, very angry, upset but sees no way. Asks the external powers like god, karma that will this end and will the soul rest in peace. How long will this suffering of suffocation last.
It’s a complete helpless, cornered state which has no way out. There is no way since it’s the fight with self, with those who have given life and with those who have become life.
Can see no sunrise, no streak of light, nothing at all.
All Ready to quit on self!